Thinking Of You

The day you left me, I knew my life wouldn't be the same,
Now that you gone I now have to live in shame.

Whenever I see a star, all i think of is you,
Having to live this life without my boo,

I wish I can turn back the hands in time,
So you will be with me, and always be mine.

I sit back thinking of the times we had,
Then I brake down and cry cause the thoughts make me sad.

Hoping to GOD, saying please return her to my life,
Cause without her I know I'll never have a wife.

We talked about the future and how we will better ourselves,
I feel like the only way to escape the pain is by killing myself.

I want to call you but I'm afraid of what you might say,
Cause I'm afraid to notice that your love for me have gone away.

I hate having to live with this broken heart,
No matter what I do, I know nothing can ever fill its part.

I dream of you all the time,
Hoping one day you will be mine.

I feeling so empty cause I know one can take your place,
Felling like your love for me has flew up to space.

My feelings for you is stronger than ever,
Its hard cause I know deep down the feelings get worse, not making it any better.

I so depress because all I think about is your smile,
Then to think you saying how you will have my first child.

So as the day go by all I think about is you,
This is the heartache I feel, and the pain I have is more then true.

** You know when you in love when the person you love leaves you and all you think is about that person. So I'm here writing my feelings cause I know if I tell her she won't understand where I'm coming from. I just wish things will be better between us, so we can live our future together. NO matter what I'll always love her and always be here for her. She is my number one love, no matter happens.**

P.S
I finally finished it and I hope you guys enjoy what I shared with you all. So God Bless and may all your dreams come to reality.