Is it possible

No matter
how hard i try
i never succeed
I'm a failure

wishing i had someone
keeping me company
someone to trust
not letting me down

always holding my hand
showing me the way
a grasp so tight
never coming loose

my mind is racing
but yet its blank
its like silence
theres nothing there
but its still something

everything changing
nothing the same
the difference
causing pain and anger

sleeping silently
awake in my dreams
i live a life never known

no more of this
will i feel
the anger and frustration
i wish you would steel

unlock this cage
Ive been living in