Someday

Love is something
that has caused
much confusion
it is a symbol of happiness and joy
hurt and pain
is it smiles and laughter
or disappointment and sorrow
could it be more
than lies and secrets
is it even possible
to think you've found it
i know Ive spent
many nights alone
crying and asking
myself why
what went wrong
is it always
going to be this hard
will i find it someday
can i be happy
or will i just keep asking why