Black hole of a heart

You can look me in the eyes
and call me a friend
oblivious to seeing
the look of hatred and love
in my own gleaming enigmas

shot me down
when i ran by
bye and die
one i love
cant let you go
till you know
what I'm thinking
what your dreading.

when will you ever learn
I'll can make u crash n burn
I'm the only one who wants you
why wont you take me
for who i am that loves you.

if ever you decide to love me
I'll forgive you, its ok

one i love
have you lost your way?
don't forget where my heart is.

do you ever cry when you think of me?
do you ever smile? ever wondering
how broken my heart is.

Take me away
from your ignorance
with your black hole of a heart
you've locked yourself away
but left me with the key
when i open the door
feel like I've been here before
welcome me and i step in
then you push me back out again

closer i get
farther away you seem
does it ever hurt
to think of me?

its ok
its ok
to fall apart
I'll try to pull
you back up
but you'll drag me
back down with you.
its ok
its ok
to feel this way
maybe someday
I'll see you again
and maybe next time
you'll call me a
friend.

learn this lesson:
let her go, love me.
remember where
your heart lies
and rip it out
from its chains
even though you have
a black hole of a heart
I'm gonna fill it up
with love someday
if you ever decide
to love me one day.

Take me away
from your ignorance
with your black hole of a heart
you've locked yourself away
but left me with the key
when i open the door
feel like I've been here before
welcome me and i step in
then you push me back out again

don't come with me
i can walk out on my own
we'll come together
but leave alone.

lock yourself away
but you forgot
I still have the key.

I'm falling into
your black hole
can't grasp
solid ground
so now I'll fall
alone.

if ever you decide to love me...
If i ever see you again.
next time I do...maybe you'll
call me more than a friend.