One last drink

I let u go or so I think
maybe I should have just one more drink
cause I must find a way to drown your thought
so another drink I'm happy I bought
This is the only way I can stop the crying
I know this is still a form of denying
denying that I still love you
denying that now I don't know what to do
I know that this is for the best
It's so sad that our love failed the test
The test of time... you promised we'd last
But I'm supposed to forget about the past
Forget that I ever loved you
Forget that it's killing me that we're threw
So as I drink my final one
I guess now I know we're finally done