Dreams of Me and You

When I was younger I used to dream,
of me and you growing old together,
of you always be there for me,
someone I knew would take good care of me,
but as I grew older, things had changed between us.
I realized that I was just living a lie,
Even though I thought negative I still tried.

That's when I realized that love isn't realistic,
It`s as fake as it comes,
But you showed me that,
You made me upset, angry,
and You even made me cry,
Sometimes when you would hurt me,
I even wished that I would die,
I thought I was yours and you were mine.

Because I thought I me and you were down for eachother,
I thought you had me, and I had you,
But all those things you were telling me,
I guess it weren't`t true,
You said you could see me and u always being together,
You said this love was always and forever,
And I believed in your every word...
But now I jus feel stupid,
Now I know you betrayed me.

If I hate u so much, then why are you still on my mind?
Even though we aren't together now,
I still think of you and me together all the time,
Even through all the sneaking cheating and lying,
And yet I still have love for you.
Now all I think is why, Why did you have to lie,
I was young and naive, I gave you my childhood,
but still you deniyed me?

Look at what you have done,
Now I have love for no one,
And I was dumb enough to think you were the one? The dreams I had when I was younger were just a coverup,
Trying to hide what the world really had to offer me,
But it isn't always as good as it seems,
Dreams are just dreams...

And I understand that now...

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