Why is it so hard for my heart to see

by desiree   Dec 12, 2005


I say I won't call but then I do
Then I'm mad that I even talked to yo
Supposedly I let you go
I only wish my heart could know
I made up my mind that we can't be
But in my heart I still believe
Believe that this can't be true
It still wants to be in love with you
My mind has found that you are full of lies
But my heart just can't say goodbye
I never thought it would be this way
I never thought I'd hate the day
The day I ever told you we could be
The day I ever let you get close to me
Now you act like nothings changed
I see you still want to play these games
I wish that my heart could let you go
cause in my mind I defiantly know
I know that you are not right for me
So why is it so hard for my heart to see

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  • 18 years ago

    by JAY Poet

    I understand i loved it so much keep up the great work!!!

  • 18 years ago

    by BrokenMemoriex

    Oh, and, good luck! ^^

  • 18 years ago

    by BrokenMemoriex

    It's like you don't want to love him, but you still do, isn't it? Something complicated, but i'm sure you'll get over it soon. Remember, i'm always behind you! =) Check out my poems if u want.

  • 18 years ago

    by alwaysremeniceus

    Well, i went through something like that a lil more than 3 years ago too, just with someone who i liked, its what made me tell my boyfriend now that i liked him in the first place...

    i guess it sucks, but no matter what happens, we'd still have memories of those perfect moments in a not so perfect relationship, but i think, if a relationship is actuallie perfect, then maybe its not even a relationship at all, imperfections and over coming them are what makes relationships perfect?

    i know how you feel when you wrote this poem, even when the one you love hurts you, you deny it, over and over again, i'm kind of denying it now too? but its definately not on purpose, my boyfriend and i are both scared... scared that he might have tumour or brain cancer...