Well, i went through something like that a lil more than 3 years ago too, just with someone who i liked, its what made me tell my boyfriend now that i liked him in the first place...

i guess it sucks, but no matter what happens, we'd still have memories of those perfect moments in a not so perfect relationship, but i think, if a relationship is actuallie perfect, then maybe its not even a relationship at all, imperfections and over coming them are what makes relationships perfect?

i know how you feel when you wrote this poem, even when the one you love hurts you, you deny it, over and over again, i'm kind of denying it now too? but its definately not on purpose, my boyfriend and i are both scared... scared that he might have tumour or brain cancer...

It's like you don't want to love him, but you still do, isn't it? Something complicated, but i'm sure you'll get over it soon. Remember, i'm always behind you! =) Check out my poems if u want.

Oh, and, good luck! ^^

I understand i loved it so much keep up the great work!!!