Titled Within Seconds

I want a friend not a lover
I want to die not to live
I want peace not the other
I want pain not to give
But most of all when I’m crowded in
And somewhat beaten within
That’s when I know how to lay down my hands
And let the others win
I want freedom not restraint
I want to feel I have a reason to wait
I want something to remove this taint
I want to believe in nothing but fate
But sometimes when I cry alone
It just seems to be me battling on day after day
That gets to me the most
What other worries cross my mind
What mountain peaks will I find
In glory days that have gone past
In withering bands that no longer march
Tell me what you feel when I say I’ve given up
I want hope to exist
I want death to be a memory
I want our love to persist
I want you to say to me
What I said to you so long ago
And now that you’re here
Remember in me that you wont
Get anything less then I can give you the most out of me
Put in a moment of trust
Get over the lust
Enter a world with me where you will see my heart beat true for you
Darling for you
So much pain that I sing
Nobody dares to begin
To understand what I feel or say
I want the world to gather
I want the stars to fall
I want a sight to no id rather
Want you to feel like I wasn’t against you
Like I meant something to you
I want to not be the jerk you kindly remarked me as being
Please stay with me
I know I can be true
Don’t try to be blue
But all I know is that my love for you is true
So true now
Truth now is I love you