I've never suffered like i suffered last night

I've never suffered so like i suffered last night,
went to my room and huddled up tight,
thinking about my tourmented life,
realising all your stupid little lies,
staring at the sky, looking at the stars, thinking of the words that have caused these scars 'I never liked you\' yet you said you did, contradiction from you lips.

tears rolled down my face,
the pain you caused can never be erased,
too much to ask to be loved
from someone who thinks of them self

I've never suffered like i suffered last night,
the night I lost my mind
When i realized i wasnt alright,
only to find
life full of agony is all I remember,
violent father, crazy mom
and the boi.. the one