Friendship is what it started as,
the moment I laid eyes on you,
You were different,
I felt a spark of desire run deep,
and I knew I loved you,
to be away from you was pain,
I\'d sit in my room and think about u,
You said I was like a little sister to u,
But you joked about something so much more,
My very secerte desire that I kept so very hidden,
I knew what pain was like, and so did you,
we had the same type of childhood,
we knew some of the same people,
I know u can never be caged,
Never be tied down,
You\'ll always go back,
Its what you know, its your life,
You run the streets,
You live in the hood,
Your life is one of death and diseption,
Yet I cry,
One day, I fear you will die,
One day, I\'ll turn on the tv and you\'ll be gone,
Sum gang on a driveby shot u,
You say its just another chapter,
for me its one that is closed,
never to be opened again, shut,
You say when your gone, I\'ll just carry on,
But thats not true,
Because for me, It\'ll always be you.
Your my gangsta luv.