Living in a lost world
Lost with nothing to do
Feeling I have no clue
So blue with no feeling
Inside I'm torn apart
Outside I fake a smile
Knowing I'm not a child
Yet promising myself so much
that I\'m not going to mess up.
But deep down I know this
promise may be impossible to keep.
Knowing I may never be a
normal person.
Knowing that part of me's gone.
Keeping in mind, that I may
never belong...
Not fitting in is something I've
dealt with.
Being grown up is something
I've learned to become.
I wish so much you'd see
me as someone.
Longing so much you'd see me
as someone you could in someway love...
