I wish to die
no reason to stay
Tryin to kill takes
the pain
no more agony
I feel no pain
To kill the only way out?
no one understands
my past
what life?
horror is mine
depression sits in
lies take over
goodbye my love
forgive me
for I\'ve done what you have feared
I would
I killed
No reason
life got outta hand
no life to keep in place
now its a goodbye
to all.
*this was actually writtin back in may of \'03 ive delt w/ all of my problems since this time.
