One day i''ll get over you...*enjoy*

Alone in my kitchen
Alone in my room
Not a single person
To erase all this gloom

I try to smile
And wipe away my tears
Pretending to get over
All of my thoughts and fears

Happy on the surface
But crying inside
Not wanting people to get rid
Of my slowly disappearing pride

Hating myself
For letting you get to me
But hating you even more
But not being able to see

I need you to speak to me
To tell me I'll be ok
To say you'll be there for me
Constantly everyday

Even if it's a speech
Even if its hug
I hope it would one day
Turn into love

I keep on hoping
Sad as it seems
That you will wake up
And answer all my dreams

I mean nothing to you
But the world to me
That won't work out well
It's truly obvious to see

Then I smile when I think
I'm sure that I'm over you
But when I see you again it goes
What is that thing you do?

I cant keep it up
It will probably go away
But if I carry on like this
How am I meant to live another day?

Maybe I should just wake up
And to see the light
The truth is shining in my eyes
And it's becoming ever so bright

But I'll get over you
Ill get over this fight
It won't be easy
But there will always be a might.

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