I thought I'd write u a letter about how u broke my heart but then u'd probably laugh in my face i don't wanna like u i wanna hate your guts but there something about you i just cant get enough, i love how u smile, and when u wipe my tears away but i hate when u ignore me and when u lie to me day after day, i just want a realiship based on trust, is it just me or is that asking for to much? at times i think you want me sometimes you say you do, I'm so confused don't know what to do, should i fall to pieces, or stiffen up, if i break down will u be there to clean me up? cant you tell me straight forward or do we have to keep playing this game, aren't u tired of me, don't u want me to go away, cant you tell me how you feel because I'm running out of things to say. I'm falling into darkness and once I'm gone i don't think i will come out, I'm falling back into my isolation, the shell i use to cover up, you pushed and shoved and now I've fallen and cannot get up.
