My Last Breath

Every time I look at the moon,
I see that same face...
I wish his Crimson eyes meant
what he said, and his lies would be erased.

Why does he keep telling me,
that things will be okay.
He's just like a magician,
using me for one of his tricks.

Abra Kadabra, Alakazam,
tear off her wings, and break her hands...

But why? Why me? It isn't what I've done to him, for if it was written on a scroll, it'd tell you of the crying girl, on her knees in marble halls.
And in the pictures about the man who looked like he would fall.

"Stars don't last forever, diamonds don't always have to shine. It matters what you think, my love, for I see it in your eyes. "

He thinks I'm very foolish, but it's really a mistake. He told me those words on my birthday. "Another year for love, I give my heart to you, but if I am rejected, then I'll just tear you apart."

Was it to be a threat? I asked myself the same. Just that thought came back to me, haunting me everyday.

He left me before I could tell him no, my troubles were all over, at least that's what I thought.

In the ocean, the shallow part, waves crashing upon my feet.
I was hoping I'd see that angel again, the same one I always meet.

But all that happened, it was him again, he held me underwater.
I could have sworn his powerful hands were just like my own father's.

Rough and strong, with a good grip on my neck, he held me under the waves, I felt like living heck.

There it was, my last breath...
But something happened and I was raised out of the water.

Hardly breathing with the same expressionless face, there he was.
The one winged angel, holding me in the sky. Smiling at me, but all I could do was look at his missing eye.

The stories were true, was it possible too, that he loved me for my heart? Or just because I was threatened.. But however it went, I wasn't torn apart.