A New Daddy

I let him go,
I set myself free,
I opened my wings,
And began to be me.

I miss my Daddy,
I miss him with all my heart,
If feels like hell,
Us being apart.

I'm his little girl,
The faithful one,
But now i realize,
My Daddy is gone.

So I sit on the phone,
Talking to my boyfriend,
The he acts like Daddy,
I want it to end.

I bring my wings in,
I stop being my own person,
I hate this side of Daddy,
All I do is curse him.

I have a new Daddy,
Just like the other,
The one who dictates to me,
And doesn't want my Mother.

I'm getting confused,
Do I have a partner or a parent?
I feel like running away,
With Daddy one I went.

Should I run from this Daddy?
Before it gets any worse?
Like the violence of number one,
And the checking of my purse.

I miss Daddy so much,
I thought I found wholesome,
Someone to fill the gap,
But I found it's no fun.

Daddy one and Daddy two,
Are different in so many ways,
but if you annoy them,
You do what he says.

The both boss me around,
And try to rule my life,
But with one I'm his girl,
Two I'm soon to be wife.

*Anyone who has read my previous older poetry will know about the relationship between my Father and I*