So Much for Happiness

I see you with her, walking hand in hand,
I see you hold her, as I watch from where I stand.
So much for love, I guess I'm hated,
By everyone, because I've never really dated.
It's not my fault, that no one loves me,
It isn't my fault I'm so tired of being lonely.
I don't see, what's so wrong with me,
I'm sick of being sad, but I just can't be happy.
I've only had one boyfriend, in my 15-year-long life,
But my family took us apart, and they stabbed me with a knife.
I want someone to hold me close,
I need someone to tell my fears, to expose!
I don't have anyone, but only me,
And somehow my family, expect me to me happy!
I don't think, they understand,
Just how sad I really am.
At night I cry, I wish I could die,
I don't see why I should even try.
No matter how hard I try to find,
Someone that I can finally call mine.
I guess I'll just, sit here alone all night,
Writing sad poems, in dark or in light.
I don't care anymore, I give up with me,
So much for happiness, I'll go one being ghostly!

~*Who Cares?*~

Yes, another poem writing in English class, I was really bored today!