Running Scared

Im tired of pretending im over you,
I cant act like i never cared.
It seems like im doing good,
But maybe im just running scared.

Noone really has a clue,
They dont get how i feel.
But ill keep pretending,
And act like its not real.

It doesnt really matter,
I dont want to stay.
Nothing will ever change,
We wont find another way.