SO SICK

So sick of being lonely
So sick of broken hearts
There is no end to pain
And I cant remember where it starts

I give and give
Yet never get
So sick of crying
I plead to forget

I plead to forget your name
I beg to forget your face
You control my mind
In every dream and in every place

Was I really born to carry this much pain?
Was I born; just to be carelessly used?
Am I a Childs toy?
Waiting to be abused?

So sick of being patient
For god to take my life
So god Ill do your job
And make only last slit with this knife