I had the strangest dream last night,
a dream in which we're flying,
to a place so far away from here,
where i no longer feel like dying,
i dreamed of love and happiness,
the things of which i pray for,
but i arose from heavens slumber,
to cut my self once more..
as reality seems to hit me,
i realize my dream was false,
so i dig the blade in deeper,
till i can no longer feel my pulse,
my hearts beating so much softer now,
the sound muffled by my pain,
i just want to go to sleep once more,
to escape this all again..
the only place where i feel good,
the only place appealing,
is the place i go when I'm asleep,
and forget all that I'm feeling,
so if i cut myself deep enough, maybe..
this time my spirit will soar,
and i can stay asleep forever,
and wont have to feel this pain anymore.
