My kind of lost love feeling....

Each moment i want to cry
but my tears always seem dry
i couldn't seem to think
i couldn't seem to breath
it's like my life is gone and past away
while I'm body is still living on with the pact with death
i couldn't dream of what would happen if heaven tear us apart
i couldn't see those painful images of a lost or broken soul
they all seem so fake to me
just as if i thought you would be with me
from first to last
now those dreams and wishes flow away as if my body was burn to flames
and people who once knew me
can only see my ashes fade into the sky...
is it pain that you wanted me to face?
is it death you wanted me to see?
is it just the plug you pulled out of me that made me stop living?
i loved you so much
that time just stopped for a few moments in my life...
all i wish now
is that I'll be well and broken once again
when love takes away the things i once believe in....