Alone, With Tears in My Eyes

Do you have any idea what it's like;
To cry yourself to sleep every night?
It's something I do every day
Because I've given up the fight

I hate being so alone
I always fall in love with the wrong guys
So every night I lay myself down
Alone, with tears in my eyes

I lay in bed thinking
Of how much pain I'm in
I feel like I can't take much more,
Suicide won't be my biggest sin

So please don't be sorry
It's not your fault I'm dying
Just be sorry that you weren't there,
And that you never heard me crying...

© 2005 Jen-Jen