All my fault

I remember the day we argued
over a stupid thing
but this was like no other
because you didn't text or ring

i felt so empty
could this be the end?
i was so scared that you would say
you just waned to b ma Friend

i felt stupid for having a go at you
for the things i said
i thought about it all
siting alone on my bed

mean while you walked the streets
upset and all alone
you were crying to
if only i had of known

as it got later i should have sensed
something was wrong, i should have called
but i dint, too stubborn
no i feel like its my fault

maybe if i called
or dint argue like i do
maybe if i cud take bk wt i said
i would be able to save you

the next day, your mum rang
asked if id seen you at all
i said no not for a while
would you like me to call?

she said yes pleas if you can
so i picked up my phone and tried
but when i got an answer
i just sat and cried

i didn't hear your voice
it wasn't words from you being said
you dint answer the phone
the hospital did instead

i rang you mum i had to
she picked me up we rushed down
we couldn't see a thing
there was too many doctors around

hes in a bad way
had a accident with a car
it was a drink driver
just cumin out of a bar

i sat in the waiting room
couldn't do nothing but cry
what would i do?
if you were to die?

what if i dint say
all those things i said
maybe wed be together
talking on my bed

i stayed over night
i was so tired the next day
by your bed all the time
with you i would lay

then you hart stops beating
you lay so still on the bed
then the doctor cums through
sorry your boyfriends dead