This is my suicide

Feeling the blood flow through my veins
I wonder if it stops
Will it end the pain
Will it freeze my tear drops
Stop them from flowing
I ask myself
Staring at the knife
Its blade glowing
It calls to me
With sympathy and mercy
Wants to end it all
From this life release me
The nightmare
It ends tonight
They will never know
Till morning light
They will find me
Empty and hollow inside
My empty eyes rolled back
White with hollow lies
The lies they told me
The lies I believed
Now its over
Slit my wrist
Relief
I hate them
They never cared
I lay here bleeding
Reminiscing fears
Watch them drain one by one
My enemies satisfied
Because I am done
I refuse to fight back
I refuse to try
Strength I lack
Tonight, I die