I punish myself to relieve the pain,
but the tears that i shed, i do not gain,
No peace of mind,
No hault to my fears,
but just a never ending slash of my tears,
As i begin to fade on into the next world,
The belongings of my stomach i try and hurl,
No shield about,
No cover on my skin,
No belief of happiness comes from within,
The thoughts in my mind i try and shield,
but i have to think to be able to feel,
No hiding of my emotions,
All is pretty clear,
That in my mind, There is nothing but fear,
Tears, cuts and bruises do not realease,
My thoughts in my mind i have to keep,
No one to share with,
No one who will help,
So i fall again onto myself,
The sleepness nights i spent alone,
but now blood covers my throw,
I have fled from within and i begin to wonder,
How many could i take,
Until i am unable to wake?
