Hopeless

All hope is gone, I live everyday wishing it was my last
Time no longer flies, it goes by slow rather than is fast

My mind is filled with sad memories, once filled with creativity
Dreaming of my knight in shining armor who shows great chivalry

I no longer find joy in the movies or football games learning new cheers
The only time I find happiness is when every now and then my nights aren't filled with tears

Ive forgotten how it feels to be happy Ive been sad for so long
My goals used to be so clear, Now Im lucky if I can decipher right from wrong

Every moment of every hour of every day of every year
I dont live but I go through life with a constant fear

The fear that I might be played and give my love away
Just to find the one whose in love with me isnt as in love the next day

A single feeling that is more precious than a white dove
All hope is gone, Ive lost my one true love