I hate

I hate myself for who I am
and who i claim to be. I hate
myself for bottling things up
inside, I wish I knew the real
me..

I hate the depression that
locks me inside myself. always
causing to blame and wallow
away in self doubt..

I hate the fact I have no friends,
which causes me to be lonely..
how everyday i sit inside thinking,
"if only."

I hate the way I feel inside,
I wish it would go away. I feel
so broken and defective, i am
a toy no one wants to play..

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