I wonder why...

I wonder why you were never there,
To help me through the bad.
I wonder why you never cared,
When you new that I was sad.

I wonder why you never listened,
When I had a story to tell you.
I wonder why you hated me,
and beat me until I was blue.

I wonder why you hated me,
If it was something I did.
I wonder why you acted this way,
When I was still just a kid.

I wonder if you now realize,
The hurt that you have caused.
I wonder if you think about,
The time that we have lost.

No longer will I wonder,
No longer will I care.
I am the man I am today,
Because you were never there.