Cry For Help

How do you like me now?
My wrists are bleeding.
And my makeup is running down my face.
Isn't it just beautiful?

My friends tell me this nightmare will get better.
But guess what? It just gets worse.
I would talk to you but,
You are never there.

When I call your not home.
This anger & depression builds up.
Now there is no hope.
I get it all out with a shed of blood from a razor blade.

I try calling you one more time.
Nobody sees me for who i truly am
"shes so Happy, why would she ever need help?"
Well look how happy I am now, alone in the dark.

Thinking of how many times I have tried to commit suicide.
But the thought of you always comes to mind.
I just wont do it!
I'll sin but i wont go that far.

I'm sorry but i do it one more time.
Your probally disappointed now,
I will talk but will you listen?
I don't want to lose the only thing I have left to live for.

I love you ----, and i don't want to see us go our separate ways so I beg of you to help me make this work. I never want to lose you...

Chips-ahoy

© Corinne