I hate my life

My name is Lora
I hate my life
My friends all cut
Now I want my own knife

I wish I were happy
And sometimes I am
But somehow the knife
Always gets back into my hand

I've tried to stop my depression
But it always comes back
Everything upsets me
And self control I lack

I hate how I'm feeling
I want it to stop
Tears running down my face
The knife I won't drop

I'm suicidal
I want to get away
But something holds me back
That something makes me stay

That something is the one small hope
That you will someday love me too
And I will hold on that long
Just to hear you say I love you