I sit here...*
*Thinking of you*
*Thinking about the memories we shared*
*I miss them and I miss you* *Since the moment you said good-bye*
I* havent been the same*
*Somethings been missing...*
*It's my smile*
*People began to feel sorry for me* *They would be afraid to laugh*
*Their smiles began to fade along with mine.*
*So, now this smile I wear*
*I wear it every day*
*Taking it off only*
*When I'm in my room at night*
*Then I let it all out*
*My pillow is wet from the tears*
*I lie there until I fall asleep*
*I just need you to hold me tight* *I need to hear you say*
*Those sweet words to me just once more*
*So I can take you in my arms*
*And hold onto you forever...*
*I wish I could just leave* *The fake smile at home*
*So they would all realize*
*My suffering isn't over*
*My heart is still broken*
*
Into a million pieces*
*At the bottom of my soul*
*I wish they knew*
*So I could have some comfort* *So they could tell me*
*It's going to be all right.*
*My life without you*
*Has been so unbearable to live* *
And I hate every second I breathe*
*Because it just proves*
*I can live without you...*
*Only God knows*
*How much I miss you*
*He only knows how much I cry* *With every tear that falls*
*My heart gets weaker*
*And my hope for 'us' fades.*
*I had so much faith in our love* *I thought that it alone*
*Could get us through anything* *People say time heals the hurt* *But if they lost someone like you*
*They would know- it isn't true* *You tried to tell me things will get easier*
*With every day that goes by*
*I hate it when I get asked*
*How we're doing*
*I hate to disappoint them*
*And tell them*
*We exist no longer...*
*Please tell me this isn't what you wanted*
*Please tell me what I feel is real* *Good-byes don't have to last forever*
*Because I know...*
*We were meant to be together*
