Cant say the word

You left my life
and i wasn't to fazed
until it truly hit me
after many days

on easter morning
you were nowhere to be found
then on thanksgiving
you weren't around

its been 10 months
and i cant let go
whats holding me back
i just don't know!

you would light up my day
each time i saw you
there was something about you
that i never really knew

i know you weren't perfect
but you always tried
when i think about you leaving
i just have to sigh

the hardest thing about this
was i never got to see you
i never said i loved you
for this is all true

it was exactly 1 week
before my big 1 3
for i didn't get to go to the funeral
i never got to see

i feel so lost
now that your gone
cuz i know you should've been here
all along

but i cant say the word
that means you're really gone
cuz i love you too much
to say
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goodbye