You weren't here from the start, you came and
left it tore my heart. You left me on my own
came back skin and bone. Fourteen years down
the drain, what you did to me put me through pain,
nothing to lose nothing to gain.
How do you do it, just turn your back on your
life, your kids, you were a wife. You had it all
How do you just give it up, not even call.
Never bothered to stop by, see how we were, at least
say hi. Did it ever run through your mind, were
not stupid were not blind. We see what your doing,
we know what you did , in the past. Times moving on mom were growing up fast. Did it ever accure to you drugs arent helping the situation theyre making it worse.
I pray every night trying to break this curse.
Waking up every morning is like a bad dream
come true, never knowing where you are or what
your going to do. As I sit and stare, falling asleep
Oh lord here comes the nightmare. Im screaming dont
do it mom! dont do it! Im falling apart bit by bit, I cant move mom all I can do is sit.think Oh god here it comes, I scream I cant feel it! As my body numbs. Were are you mom? Youre supposed to be here when I need you the
most. Im on the edge falling over the coast. Youre not
supposed to leave when things get rough, youre supposed
to stick around and be tough. Everything that came out of
your mouth was lies, you just up in left, never even said
our goodbyes. You promised, you swore, my heart
aches from being sore. Nothing to gain, its building
up all this pain. Where do I go mom? What do I do?
See this is the part where I really need you. Where are
you mom? Your gone, Im still suffering I cant move on.
I thought you were going to stick by my side, stand next to me
when ever I cried. What ever happened to your love and support. Yeah those were lies up until he took you to court.
You said everything would be okay.maybe tomorrow
but not today.. Cause Im still hurting inside. You promised
mom you never lied, but all of a sudden things have
changed, my life is different its been rearranged. according to the bible god has it planned all I gotta do is shut my eyes and take his hand. So lost in my own thoughts, Im so confused mom.. You said you loved me lots. Well if that true then why did you leave me? Where are you?
