Gone

Why do you keep doing this dear older brother of mine?
why cant you see that raping me isn't fine..

i try and scream but you cover my mouth with your hand and all I'm allowed to say is dang-it man!

please somebody help me!my body hurts so much!
please somebody help!i don't want to be touched!

i wanna scream!i wanna run!
i just want to have fun!
but I'm forced to forever live in fear and wait till he gets here..

i curl into a ball and cry myself to a light sleep knowing he will sneak into my room just to get a naked peak

please somebody help me!i cant take it anymore!i wanna pick up the knife and end it before i do something even more!!

please..please don't leave me here alone..if somebody doesn't help me soon i shall soon be gone...