How can people be so blind?
do they really care that little?
how can you go for days without talking to your best friend?
how come the only people that notice something is wrong are the people i hardly know?
why doesn't anyone care? why don't they notice?
when are my closest friends going to notice that I'm pretending?
why do i only take down my guard when no one's around...or i think no one's around?
is anyone really there for me like they used to be(when things were OK)?
what's up with this whole "friendship" thing anyway??
is anyone even paying attention to me when i spend my lunches crying in the bathroom?
what about when i breakdown in the middle of the night?
how about when i don't talk?
is anyone going to make me??
why isn't anyone there for me anymore?
this whole thing is completely out of control.
i want my life back.
**Yeah yeah, I already have a poem called questions, but this one\'s different...totally 100% different. This one\'s more personal**
