When you spend every second of everyday never knowing why you cry, you see that you just don't care anymore.
when you see your best friend one way with others around and you see them pushing you away, you just don't try,or care anymore.
when you see someone that you've given more than all of yourself to in the hallway , and YOU don't look to see if they glance, your heart breaks when you know that you don't care anymore.
to be told how he feels but still question whats real, to think back and forth & between all this world, to try to think cleverly of a gap in time where you didn't cry, but to fail before the test, so badly, miserably, to be buried beneath. to wake up one day and realize . . .
