Theres a million words to describe how I feel
But not too many that is for real
Just give me more time so the scars can heal
Don't worry if they start to peal
I'm confused yet aware
I'm happy yet despair
I know somethings in the air
But I'm not close to prepared
I love you so please don't ask why
Because to explain I haven't a try
This isn't something that is like a lie
I don't want to break down and cry
I don't know why else I'm still here
Cause every night I'd shed some tears
And hope that I could disappear
But not since you've been near
