It's Better To Love

Bless the stress that takes away my rest. I confess, though it burns in my chest, the memory of her caress...it's enough to get through the tough stuff in my life. And though its rough not having you as my wife, it's nice just to look at what I had before. And 1,2,3,4 years from now I'll still want relief for how I'm hurting inside. But i never cried, because you supplied everything I wanted from the get go. Real love, even though it's hard to let go. So it may hurt but I make it work because I'm glad I ate the mysterious fruit before, even if I'm not eating it anymore. I can say I've had it. So don't mis-understand my intention when I mention I'm not happy. Because I'm not saying it sadly. I'm not sad, at all. not mad, it was about time that I fall.

" 'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all."
-Alfred Lord Tennyson

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