Free Fall...

As I close my eyes.
My conscienceness dies.
Time fly's.
Another day has passed.
Memories arise from the past.
Dreaming, of something to be.
Dreaming, of what I used to be.
In here I can only hurt myself.
In here I can only hurt myself.
Everything my therapist said echo's.
As my eyes are still closed.
Dreaming of my demons.
Dreaming of the death of the seasons.
All of a sudden my problems seem small.
As I close my eyes and begin to free fall.
Dreams push me to the edge.
Dreams make me wish I was dead.
Do you think you could catch me when I free fall.
They say that they understand.
They don't understand that I'm just a mere man.
Problems in my past.
Dreams that make them last.
Could you.
Help me.
I think I lost myself.
My nightmare's got the best of me.
It all grows silent.
I feel it on the inside.
Some part of me has died.
Can you save me from myself.
My memories kill me again.
Shoot me down and watch as I fall.
I watch myself as I free fall...