Me

I look in the mirror..
at this image of me..
and i want to break it.
i hate what i see..
i hate it with a passion.
im ugly,
im too tall,
im not what i want to be...
but thats shallow.
the part that really hurts..
is that i see myself differently..
people tell me im a good person,
but i don't feel it here inside.
i'm a waste of god's breath...
he should have taken,
the time it took to make me,
and spent in on someone better...
i dont understand...
what's so wonderful about me..
i have my good parts..
everyone does...
but there's so much bad!
it makes me ache...
what is there worth living for...
inside of me...