I'd Rather be Dead

Too much to take
I fall and I break
making mistakes
the love you gave was fake

Please give me time
soon I will confide
but for now I wanna hide
and let the pain slide

You left me alone
my heart turned to stone
life has passed by
i'm used to your good-bye's

I need someone to hold
the laughs begin to fold
and my smiles soon get old
i'm confused of what you told

Lost inside
I continue to cry
sometimes I wish I'd die
these feelings blow my mind

Darling can't you see?
the pain you caused to me
When will you ever believe?
just leave me be

im used to this by now
but please tell me how?

Forget all that you said
you'll soon be outta my head
don't you see all the blood i've bled
if this loneliness continues then i'd rather be dead

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