I promise...

Today i saw her,
Walking with the same guy,
She was very happy, giggling all the time,
But does she know how sad i was?

I sat i my room,
Thinking of what i just saw,
Her happy face shows only one thing,
She loves him, not me,

My hand shook,
I was sad and also angry,
I always think that she'll be mine,
But today i realized i was wrong,

I look at her picture,
Half of my heart wants to tear it,
But the other half stops me,
I don't know what to do, I'm lost...

I told myself to forget her,
But i can't, no matter how hard i tried,
I love her so much,
Nothing can erase her from my mind,

I guess this is what it meant by lasting love,
A love that will never fade, no matter what happen,
A fire that will never extinguish, as long as there is oxygen,
A light that still shines, even when darkness come,

I know that i will never be able to get her,
But i also know that i will never be able to forget her,
If you wonder why, this is the answer,
It is because she is my first love,my true love,my desired love,my secret love,my lasting love....