I see a lot of lights and Christmas shows..Just that feeling of spirit i lost that before and just didnt see what the big deal was..Being with you brings that feeling Santa Clause and Christmas eve back,,that feeling of wishing for snow on Christmas...that funny feeling in your stomach cause you dont know what your getting, that feeling of exitment cause you can\'t sleep you can hardle wait..that feeling of breathingness when you see what you got and when you got it you can\'t believe you have it... you\'re soo happy yet it feelsl like a dream and you want to share that new toy with the world..and all your friends..Even though there are a couple kids who dis agree with that being the bestest toy every...You could care less cause its yours and you know it\'s the bestest.Whenever im feeling sad the thing that cheers me up is the thought of you..and how that smile and laugh makes all the bad ago away..Everyone has had bad things happen to them...Like this hoilday i hate it and at the end of the day last year i just wanted to die...that feeling of emtpyness..you kindof filll that... I use to be all about the gifts and getting..Though this year i cant wait to give you your gifts cause i wanna see your reaction.. I think the grestest gift i can get this is seeing that smile and knowing im the reason behind it
