I Was Supposed

I was supposed
To forget about you
But something in me
Couldn't stop loving you

I was supposed
To move on
But not thinking about you
Seems so wrong

I was supposed
To find another man
But I cant love another
Try to understand

I am used to other promises
The ones I made before
The ones that tell my heart
To each day love you more

For then I was supposed
To hold on to you forever
That I would be with you
For worst and for better

I was supposed
To always be by your side
To always have you near
And keep my love inside

I was supposed
To one day be your wife
So we could grow old together
And be happy the rest of our lives

I was supposed
To always be yours to keep
To always be there
When you wake up from your sleep

But something changed
And our promises where broken
All changed in one second
When you died and went to heaven