And Now I Feel Nothing

I have just become so numb
I can;t feel anything anymore
There is a brick inside of me
Strung from my jigsaw heart
Weighing me down
And the brick being the heavy burden
Trying to pull me down to the lowest point
And my jigsaw heart -
Every single emotion
Every single pain, adding another piece of the jigsaw.
And I just want to escape from it all
Escape from all the pain
And despair
And heartache
Which has built up inside my body
So hollow and empty, over these past seven years
And now I feel nothing
My ocean of tears has run dry
And every single drop of blood
Has escaped from my flesh
Seeping through the tissue
Soaking up my crimson regret, from which
I have to let pour down my wrists...

Illustrating my desperate wish for eternal rest.