I Won't Be Okay

Life is hard,
I have to admit,
It sucks,
And it's full of $hit.

So many people are there for me,
Yet I still feel lonely.
I don't know why,
But I need someone to hold me.

My life is filled with problems,
Some I'm not able to let go.
Things that happened way back,
That make me feel so low.

I'm sick of worrying,
I'm sick of crying.
This isn't the way to live,
I'm done with trying.

I don't expect and easy life,
But I do expect a happy one,
One that I can enjoy,
And have fun.

I don't want to live,
But I don't want to die,
I just want to wake up,
And be able to fly.

All I want,
Is a reason to live.
Something I can accomplish,
Something I can give.

I agree suicide isn't the answer,
But I don't see another way.
Friends say it'll be fine,
And there will be another day,
But to me,
I know I won't be okay.