Captive

by ♥Leah♥   Dec 14, 2005


I find myself wishing i could hate you,
but only love is in my veins.
i hate everything that you freaking do-
except the fact that you love me, too.

it's like a game i cannot win,
or a fight i have long since lost.
i've put everything into loving you,
my heart has been the cost.

i resent you for loving me,
but i'm always eager to hear your voice.
my weakness to you sickens me,
in my head, you are the noice.

i swear you're just trying to destroy me,
break me apart and use me.
i've never been more confused,
never felt more abused.

wishing for release is an useless act,
from you, i'll never get away.
emotionally i've been attacked,
my soul i've surrendered back.

December 4, 2005

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  • 18 years ago

    by Falling Up

    Exactly what the person above said. you like the person so much, yet you just know, what your in isnt the right thing, yet you beleive or make yourself believe, its the right thing, for some odd reason lol. anyway, please read only half past nine. its not the best of mine, but i just love how it doesnt really tell u what the poem is about, its sort of you make up what it means to you..

  • 18 years ago

    by AlexJ

    Yeah I know the feeling... Being addicted to another person thogh yiu know the relationship isn't good for you... Great poem!! :)))