It doesnt matter anymore
I just don't care
To everyone im just another girl.
Yeah I have friends that I love
But still they laugh at me
When will someone understand?
That im stuck in a sea surrounded by cruel words.
It doesn't seem fair
But nothing ever does
Im tired of everything around me
Want to go away
To a place I can stay
And that I can be happy in
Forever.
I don't want to live this way
But I don't want to die
Does that sound selfish?
Im sorry if it does
But im surrounded by loneliness
And it's taking over me.
Fake smiles everyday
When will someone see, im bleeding inside?
I see people walking down the street with pride
When all I want to do is hide.
Everyone is different, but are we really all the same?
Everyone cries and smiles, laughs and shouts
So why doesn't everyone get along?
Too many questions, but I want all the answers.
I hope I find them out before its too late.
