No I hate myself
I even made myself bleed
I tried to die I tried to die
Oh how I tried to die
But I was refused
I am not allowed to die
I have failed
I want to die
Even my own body hates me
I chuck up blood
But I dont wash it away
I just look I stare at it
And think why
Why did that just happen?
Why does anything happen
Everything that I do fails
But why cant I die and start again
To prolong the suffering
To prolong the pain
This time I aint gonna fail
Im gonna be gone
Im prepared for anything thats waiting for me
Its got to be better than this
